It's all in the title. For 5+ years now I've been free of any BID thought, but recently I began having some urges again. IDK what to do, I guess this is a good starting place?
So you are saying you dropped all the way down and did not feel the need and did not suffer the dysphonia for 5 years? Now you are starting to feel the need again? I had dropped down and do not feel the need for about 3 years now. I thought I was free, but now you are saying it could come back?
I do not feel the need now, but I think it would have been desirable to be an amputee. Now you are making me think, am I going to have the dysphoria come back? It is good not to have to think about getting the right body at this point, even as I said it would have been nice to be an amputee; not thinking about it constantly is good. You got me worried. Suffering from BID is just so bad.
